Today is my last day of being a 14 year old! Tomorrow is my 15th birthday, and I’m honestly so excited to grow old(er) ?
14 threw a lot of challenges at me, including…
- Getting rejected for the first time
- Being lead on (played) for 3 months
- Depression
- An identity crisis
- Losing people I cared about
- Tough times with friends
- Being tied to different friend groups
- Antisocial
- Feeling disconnected from my class
- Feeling disconnected from my friends
- Feeling disconnected from my family
- My grandparents getting covid
- My family member passing away from covid
- Auditioning for a saxophone music scholarship in person for the first time
However, throughout all these tough times, there were moments I felt amazing…
- Becoming closer to Asmi
- Becoming closer to Yishun
- Becoming closer to Miju
- Becoming closer to Habel
- My crush confessing his feelings to me
- My first solo alto saxophone concert
- Vibing at school
- Playing handball with Da Handball Gang
- Playing handball with the boyz at school
- Saving Joel twice in kick tennis ?
- Eating Habel’s delicious fudge brownies
- Giving Asmi amazingly long hugs
- Started a blog!
- Cuddling sessions with Roveena and Reanna
Even though 14 had it’s ups and downs, I’m glad I got experience all these moments, as they have truly have influenced my life and who I am as a person today. I know my journey has barely even begun yet, but I’m really excited for what 15 brings my way!