For the first time In a long time I feel feelings start to stir The fluttery feelings of love and crushing The returns of hope The returns of smiles The returns of happiness The returns of feelings You compliment me But I can’t tell if you still feel the same or different Am…
Month: January 2021
Time –
They say time heals all wounds That the pain will eventually fade away But the stitches will keep coming undone Every time I try to start over Time seemed to slip away Seconds to minutes Days to months And now I sit here, Mind-wandering Where did the time go? Your smile helps The…
Nate –
Welcome to the future Where everything relies on your past Yeah, welcome to the mistakes That you’ll soon seem to make Don’t worry about others They don’t really care Don’t look down on yourself Cause you’re the only who will Live life to the fullest Don’t live in fear or worry Keep doing…
My Stress –
The feelings of panic take over I freeze, my heart beating fast You stare and I fall Wishing this moment would just go past My stress builds up The fire lights and I burn Like a feather on fire Ashes I turn The pressure is always there Never going away And I smile…
Change –
I’m stuck Between who I am and who I want to be Between who I was and who I might be Who am I? Forgive and forget But the memories still remain The pain still bears every time the wound is touched The numbness surrounds me Change is the start Change is also…
Leave Me Alone –
You text me Tell me that you can’t do this anymore Your words hurt But I accept it I try to fit into your description of a friend But you tie me down as weak Your silent gazes hurt me hard It’s not working out for me anymore Cause when I be brave…
The Search –
I’m searching for happiness I’m searching for my identity But what if what I’m searching for, doesn’t exist? What do I search for then? My life revolves around others Not giving a damn about me My happiness comes from you So be happy, and I will be happy too I’m looking for someone…
My Wins of 2020
Book Review – Scars Like Wings
Scars Like Wings ~ Erin Stewart ~ Blurb ~ Before, I was a million things. Now I’m only one. The burned girl. Sixteen-year-old Ava is heading back to school a year after a house fire left her severely disfigured. She’s used to the stares, the name-calling, but there’s one name she hates most of all….
Therapy Session – NF
This is NF’s 2016 album, titled Therapy Session. This album reminds me of some of the hardships I faced in 2020 and inspires healing and change. Feel free to check out Therapy Session, and I really hope you like NF’s songs! Some of my personal favourites are Therapy Session, How Could You Leave Us, I…