For the past 2 years, I’ve been writing down all the books I’ve read. It’s become a decently long list, and this year, I wanted to share my love and interest in books. I’ve noticed that many kids my age don’t read because they’re too busy, not interested in books in general, or just haven’t…
Month: January 2021
Outro –
Welcome to hell The future, the present, the past Forms and burns This is my outro to life And I’m ready to die Because I’m ready to leave the sadness Because I’m ready to leave the pain Because I’m ready to start over Clean of everything The blood, the pain, the pressure Hell…
One Hundred –
She watches me through her brown eyes Trying to blink away the tears Wiping the blood on her white cuffed shirt Dwelling on thoughts too long One hundred thoughts later I’m falling apart One hundred breaths later Don’t know how to stop it Her mind’s buzzing with the thoughts of after Thoughts of…
3 AM –
It’s 3 am I’m still up thinking ‘bout you Scenarios run through my head But my heart’s broken in few Sleep, I say But you, I think of It’s time to move on But I can’t Cause I’m still thinking about your spiky hair The way you laugh and smile The way your…
Lie –
Are you okay? I’m fine Lies we feed each other Lies we feed ourselves Time goes on The lies grow bigger Our problems swell and rise And I feel like I’m living in disguise You don’t know who I am I don’t know who I am It seems life is just a lie…
Know –
My world comes crashing down Once again I cry myself to sleep The tears coming from deep within I know I’m not good enough I know I’m not worthy Sometimes, I feel it’s better to be dead than alive So, I’ve thought about after I’ve thought about getting hit I’ve thought about drowning…
Remember This –
You see me, as something I can’t see myself as I see myself as something I’m not You see the white in me I see the black in myself Don’t tell me I’m worth it Because I’m really not Don’t tell me it’ll be okay Because I know it gets worse before it gets…
If You Want Love –
My heart feels like it’s being ripped in two The feelings broke and shattered I’m a mess So just let it happen If you want love You gonna learn how to change If you want trust You gonna have to give some away I don’t know if my trust in you is the…
You’re Special –
The hardest part of love Is all the what if’s Cause once it begins You don’t realise that time has gone by People say that you’re special But they don’t realise how simple words can mean so much People say I love you But they don’t realise how much that can hurt Because…
My Life –
Sometimes, the hardest thing for me to do Is to face the people I love the most The next morning And pretend like I didn’t cry myself to sleep Because I feel all alone Even when I’m surrounded by people Because I feel broken and useless But you tell me I’m not But…