Note to self: I’ve experienced pain and loss. I’ve felt broken, I’ve faced adversity, and I’ve felt lost and alone. But here I am, trying to make progress one day at a time. I will remember the lessons I’ve learned in my life, because they have shaped me to become who I am. Stronger. A…
Month: June 2021
My Regrets
“I’d rather regret the things I’ve done, than regret the things I haven’t done” – Lucille Ball Many of my regrets aren’t things I’ve done, but what I didn’t do. And these are some of my worst regrets, because I know I could’ve done it, but I didn’t. And I always ask myself, why? Why didn’t I…
I Wish I Could Explain…
I wish I could explain how wonderful you are. How I could look into your eyes and never get tired of their beauty. How the sound of your voice gives me butterflies. How seeing you walk into a room makes me smile. How much you mean to me. And how much I love you. But…
One Day You’ll Meet a Guy…
One day you’ll meet a guy. And ultimately, he’s going to find out, how you chew, how you sip, how you dance, how you smell at every point in the day. How your face looks underneath all that makeup. HOW you love chocolate, how you can be hyper at times, how certain games and shows…
Life Mantras
Keep Going!
She has moments of weakness where she starts to believe she needs someone to save her. But then she smiles when she remembers that she is the heroine in her story” – JmStorm
Tear Myself Apart
I care about you too much It scares me how much I think About you About us About our future together I break myself into pieces I endure the pain so you won’t have to I feel my world crashing around me But you still stay intact The pain bleeds out And I…
What is one compliment that you struggle to accept about yourself?
Whenever someone compliments me about something, I always find myself smiling and thanking them politely, but never actually believing them. One compliment that I especially struggle to accept about myself, is that I’m strong. I’ve slowly been focusing more on my physical strength, especially because this is something that I can physically see and feel that is…
What is your biggest struggle with loving yourself?
To fall in love with yourself is the first secret to happiness – Robert Morley Self love is definitely something I’ve struggled with, especially these past 2 years. With all the changes going in my life and the world around me, it’s easy to think pessimistically and compare myself to other people. I guess one…
OTP Scenario
The rain trickled down my face, and I smiled, raising my head towards the only glint of light in the sky. Sounds of Joji filled the air, my eyes blurring at the beautiful sounds that filled my ears. I felt his muscly arms wrap around the front of my waist, and I froze. “Miss me?”…