This time I write
I write not for you, but for me
For the me that I left behind
For the me that I couldn’t bear to be anymore
Some days I remember you
And some days I feel myself creeping back
Back to the memories we once had
Back to the memories we can never have again
The days turn into digits
Digits I fail to remember
Soon it turns into colour
Blending within the world I once hid from
I used to see you through the eyes of another
The tears, the pain, the hurt
The third person I always hid behind
The third person I turned out to be
I’m sorry that happened to you
I’m sorry that I gave up on you too
But I came back
I came back to you
I’m here
Where are you?
Hiding amidst the darkness
A small ray of light binds itself to the curtain of black
I’m here
I’m ready
It’s time
Time to face the world again
Goodbye, my dear friend
Goodbye, my pain
Goodbye, my anchor
Goodbye, to the world I never was fit for anyway