I can feel myself trapped
Drowning under the water
No air to survive
I’m paralysed
Take my hand
Hold it tight
But I can’t feel you
By my side
Tell me the truth
Am I supposed to feel this way?
Cause I’m paralysed
Every step of the way
The music numbs me from my pain
Lets me go from reality
This is the place where life is okay
But then I go back, dying in this new age
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I guess that’s what happens
When you’ve been battling for a lifetime
Feel the numbing through my veins
The frozen stare on my face
See me smile, softly now
And I lie
Saying I’m fine
I can’t tell the difference
Between ‘okay’ and ‘I’m fine’
Because there is no difference
So just lie
Stay stuck
Holding on to hope
Cause that’s what’s left
But it’s dying
Along with my life