I can feel it
Coursing through my veins
My blood throttling on high
The anger and pain
Day turns to night
Anger turns to sadness
Trust falls to pieces
And I sit there, sobbing
You tell me bullshit
But I can feel it
There’s still something there
And hurt turns to hope
I can feel the calmness of after
Of time healing the wounds you can’t see
I try to explain
But no words come to me
I don’t have the same feelings when I write
But it’s still there, somewhere inside of me
Don’t open the wounds that I’ve tried to hard to close
Because maybe they’re better off closed
I can feel the hurt run through my heart
I can feel the music numb my pain
I can feel your hand squeezing me back to life
I can feel it
ALL of it