I am the one who falls behind on a 2 person path walk
I am the one who cries herself to sleep
I am the one who doesn’t know who they are anymore
I am the one that can’t take the next leap
Those smiles are fake
Those moments are gone
Those feelings aren’t everlasting
Those times aren’t going to come
I look down upon myself
The sun seems to shine
Out of misery, hope, and betrayal
But in my world, it’s never mine
I’m the one no one seems to notice
I’m the one who sits in her spot
I’m the one who doesn’t show her tears
I’m the one who listens to music to numb her pain
I’m the outcast in my own life
I’m the outcast in everyone else’s
I’m the one who doesn’t talk much
I’m the one who sees this as myself