Sometimes I feel like I’m not enough
Like I don’t deserve you
Like I deserve the pain
Like I deserve the hurt
Sometimes I feel like I’m on the edge
About to tip over
But I keep trying to hold on
But the rocks crumble under me
I’m sorry I’m not good enough
I’m sorry that I’m a problem, not a fixer
I’m sorry that I can’t be happy with you
I’m sorry that I can’t deal with my shit
These voices in my head get loud
And I try to shut them down
But it hurts so much
More than you’ll ever know
I’m sorry that I can’t be there for you
But it’s tough for me
Cause I’m stuck between real life and false hope
I’m stuck between hurt and pain
His words still stab me over and over
No matter how many times I try to stop
No matter how many times I try to shut them down
The voices still tell me that
I’m not good enough
I’m not worth anything
I’ll forever be lonely
I’ll forever be stuck in time