My world comes crashing down
Once again
I cry myself to sleep
The tears coming from deep within
I know I’m not good enough
I know I’m not worthy
Sometimes, I feel it’s better to be dead than alive
So, I’ve thought about after
I’ve thought about getting hit
I’ve thought about drowning
I’ve thought about leaving
I’ve thought about being a cold still corpse
Because I know sometimes it gets too hard
And I can’t bear to tell anyone
Cause this is the worst I’ll get
The worst, you see me as
And I know that once people have seen
The real me
They leave me
Dying all over again