I’m stuck
Between who I am and who I want to be
Between who I was and who I might be
Who am I?
Forgive and forget
But the memories still remain
The pain still bears every time the wound is touched
The numbness surrounds me
Change is the start
Change is also the end
Change is where I can begin
Change is where I can stop
I just want to move on
Heal and cry all the pain away
Leave me alone
Stop doing this to me
I’m looking for change
To find who I am
Who I want to be
And not who you make me
Don’t tie me down
Let me free
I’m tired waiting for nothing
Just let me go
I want to change
But first I must heal
Healing takes forever
Because every time I relapse
And the forgetting never happens
The memories flashback
My heart throbs with longing and lost
The change never comes