There are layers to me
Things you can’t even see
Trauma built up from months
People still leaving me on read
I don’t what to say anymore
There are tears I can’t manage to hide
There are smiles I can’t manage to fake
There are people I can’t manage to let go anymore
Every night it’s the same bullshit
I can’t tell you how I’m feeling anymore
Because I don’t even know anymore…
It just feels like the pain is repeating itself
I know it’s tough for everyone
But you don’t know how hard it is for me
I only show you what I want you to see
And no one digs any further
Everyone that makes me happy is leaving now
I’ve got to say goodbye once again
Karma’s a bitch
I guess I deserve it…
I’m sorry for all the things I’ve done
I’m sorry for all the things I’m going to do
I’m sorry for not believing
I’m sorry that I stopped believing