Ha, look we’re back again
Doing the same shit all over again
Here’s the feelings, Here’s the problems
Gonna have to solve it all over again
Thought we moved past this
Guess I was wrong
But I gotta feeling it’s gonna be hell and torture once more
So here’s my new song
I’m happy for you
I really am
But my mind ain’t agreeing with my heart
Doesn’t make sense? Okay, lemme explain
Oh wait, I can’t
Because the feelings I have right now are unexplainable
Like second nature to me, I have no conscience
I don’t want to have to go through this again
You’re always gonna be my number one priority
But I know, I’m not always gonna be yours
It just sucks, you know?
Not being enough for the person you want to be enough for
Don’t give me the same bullshit again
I’m barely recovering from the last time round
Your bullets left scars
Your words never left my heart
I know you’re obsessed with the new things
But I’m obsessed with the old ones
I’ve got to move on
But I’m stuck, stuck in this hell hole I call my life
Just like you, I’m fighting
Trying to move on
Just like you, I’m struggling
Don’t know how to cope
But unlike you, I don’t have the strength
I don’t have the strength to keep going on
I don’t have the strength to try again
I don’t have the strength boo
So, that’s why
My heart’s conflicted once again
I’m living to the beat of your own drum
I’m living to the beat of the past voices
The ones that haunt me
The ones that scarred me
The ones that showed me how love could scar you
The ones that never left