I am a broken dream
A girl who’s far from seen
Misunderstood, yet still there
Giving people hope, when she’s lost it all
I give so much
But little do I receive
I break myself down
But hold others while they weep
I’m perfect
I’m whole
I’m everything you would want to be
But I’m just another broken piece
Of a whole that can’t be fixed
I’m living my life under this fix-ed lie
Don’t make assumptions because it’s not true
I’m broken yet beautiful, still holding on
‘I’m not your priority’ they always say
But you are, oh god you are
You’re my priority
One that I put even before myself
I hate this feeling
Of doing so much, but not being that much
Of doing enough, but still not being enough
Of just living, but still wanting to die
Cause the pain never left
My broken, numbed heart
Cause that’s all I did
I stopped
Stopped sharing my pain
Stopped telling the truth
Stopped being happy
Stopped being alive
I’m a dream
Yes that’s true
But even dreams
Vanish away too