In six months time, you can either be in the same place or a better place. Focus everyday on improving your health, wealth and happiness. It will take time, but you can make it happen.
To live better, you need to get better. Heal yourself from any limits that you have in your mind. Detach yourself from negativity, doubt, anxiety, and focus on the positive side. Life is too short to not enjoy and heal yourself. Start somewhere. Just start. You will heal in time.
You can’t go back to and change the beginning, but you can start where you are and change the ending – C.S Lewis