I feel like running
Not from you
Not from him
But from life
I feel like running from myself
I feel like running back in time
Letting the words wash over me once again
Opening the wounds I tried so hard to close
The pain and hurt seeps in
I don’t know what to do anymore
You’re drifting, I’m drifting
Soon there won’t be anything left to drift
The taunting gets stronger
My heart pulls and pushes, pushes and pulls
It guides me back to a place where I don’t want to go again
It guides me back there
Happiness does not wait for me
The world keeps spinning around and around
My mind is dying from the sounds, the sights, the movements
I can’t hold on tight enough
Soon I’ll be gone
The world will still be there
It hurts
It hurts
Why can’t I make it stop?
The waves push and pull, pull and push
My heart sinks deeper, darker
Drawn to the black of the past