You text me
Tell me that you can’t do this anymore
Your words hurt
But I accept it
I try to fit into your description of a friend
But you tie me down as weak
Your silent gazes hurt me hard
It’s not working out for me anymore
Cause when I be brave
I always get hurt once again
And when I smile
You don’t even realise
The aching you put me through
How bad your words truly are
Because when I need you the most
You’re always gone
Tied to his side
Feeling happy and loved
While I sit here, motionless and still
My heartbreaking from within
Stop doing this to me
Playing with my emotions
Leaving me on read
Caring about me, when I hate the way you make me feel
Leave me alone
And go crawling back to him
Telling me I’m not worth it
And that I can’t fix anything still
Cause I try to make it work
I try to fix myself
But you just treat me like sh*t
Like a problem needing to be fixed
Maybe I’m not worth it
Maybe I’m not enough
Maybe I’m not perfect
But that doesn’t mean I can’t try to be tough
Cause even though I end up sobbing
It’s me, not you
But it’s your words, your glares that put me there
The reason I’m still here, waiting in the gloom