The stars shine bright
The twinkle in our eyes
Brings me back to life
The sounds of music make me feel alive
Through the pain and sorrow
I fly
I burn and die
I live my life
Stuck in the past
Scared to take the next step into the future
The present, ever so haunting
I’m stuck in the middle
Let me go
I wanna live
Feel alive and not petrified
Of what’s to come, and what’s gone
Don’t you realise your words still hurt?
That I’m still struggling to pick up the pieces?
That my life can’t be the same like it used to?
That I see blue every time I see you?
Let me go
Free but not fine
Fine but not free
Stuck in this moment, forever me
A piece of me still longs and hopes
For something better
For something worse
For the words and actions that I know will kill me
I try to let go
Free myself of guilt and sorry’s
But unconsciously, I hold on
For hope and worry
It doesn’t seem to fade
Lessen, it might
But it’s always there
Feeding upon my life
Let me go
Untrap the worries
Say goodbyes to thee
Live my life, live my life
Just as me
And not we
For there is no we
Not anymore