Damn I can’t believe it’s already been a year.
Today is my ex-crush’s birthday, and I realised how much has happened since then. In just a year, I’ve lost people I’ve cared about, fought through some of the hardest moments of my life, gone through an identity crisis, fell in love with someone new, trusted people I never thought I would, opened up to my friends, and even wrote a whole novel!
Like, what the hell?!
It’s crazy to look back and see how much I’ve grown in just a year. I was telling my friend about this this morning, and she said she was really proud of me and how far I’ve come ?
I’m not going to lie, there are still some things that I haven’t completely gotten over yet. My friend asked me “And how are you doing now?” I replied “I’m just doing… I’m trying to let the past stay in the past, and just keep going in the present now. If I think too much about what happened, I know I’ll get sad again.”
Looking back now, I feel almost… Happier. I’ve been through so much, and I know that the hard times aren’t going to stop now. But I guess in a way, I feel a lot more stronger, braver and brighter now. I know the lowest I can go, and now I want to move on and find and grow the best version of myself!