The black turns to white
Finally clearing my sight
I don’t know what I want
I don’t know who I want
But I want to be myself
Living life to its fullest
I’m finally coming to my sense
It’s more than just the numbingness
Cause now I know
That feelings make me human
And feelings aren’t the ones to run from
And emotions are the ones keeping me sane
Cause running from my emotions
That’s the real problem
Cause pretending I’m okay
That’s the real reason I’m still crying
But now it’s over
And I can take the first step
Closer to heaven
Further from hell
Now I’m motivated
Finding my inner peace
Loving myself for who I am
And not who I’m not
It’s okay not to be okay
And acceptance is the first step
There will always be someone there
You just gotta open up and be brave