Systems make up our everyday lives. From when we wake up to when we sleep, our lives consist of systems that have become embedded in our everyday routines. I believe systems are important processes we should pay more attention to. Here are a few of my own systems – – Google Drive – Procrastination –…
Mansion – NF
I discovered the artist NF in late 2020, and I have become a big fan of his music. Nathan John Feuerstein, also known as NF, is an American rapper, singer and songwriter. He has released 2 EPs, as well as 5 studio albums: Moments, Mansion, Therapy Session, Perception, and The Search. Unlike other rap artists,…
Can You Hold Me –
Time goes by Don’t you remember The memories we had Blessed in our silence The pain is bad Can you hold me Can’t you go now Can you see me Broken are our vows I bleed inside I break down and cry I can’t take it anymore You and your lies Lifting my life Empty…
I’ll Keep On –
It’s been a journey A journey I wasn’t willing to take But on the journey I went Looking for the answers my heart needed I kept on going Through the pain, the fire, the hurt I kept on going Through the tears, the sadness, pure hell I haven’t made it to heaven yet But I’m…
Paralysed –
I can feel myself trapped Drowning under the water No air to survive I’m paralysed Take my hand Hold it tight But I can’t feel you By my side Tell me the truth Am I supposed to feel this way? Cause I’m paralysed Every step of the way The music numbs me from my pain…
Turn the Music Up –
The hunger is eating up inside of me This pain, this fury, this silence My heart seems to be breaking and healing Breaking and healing Breaking and healing I don’t want to face the people My lost dreams and futures So turn up the music And let me heal Because music is the one thing…
Notepad –
These are the words of my heart The words of my soul The random thoughts of my head The feelings upon paper From hurt to sadness I write From pain to depression I write From loneliness to being alone I write From emptiness to warmth I write I know my journey is going to be…
Motivated –
The black turns to white Finally clearing my sight I don’t know what I want I don’t know who I want But I want to be myself Living life to its fullest I’m finally coming to my sense It’s more than just the numbingness Cause now I know That feelings make me human And feelings…
Face It –
I’ve been running for so long now The beginning and end loops round and round I can’t bear to see it in the eyes I can’t bear to face it once again Cause love breaks you down over and over And the pain seems too strong to leave you standing So I break down, leaving…
Wake Up –
I fall asleep Dreaming about things that aren’t real Bad dreams and good Dreaming about your smile, your soft kisses But I wake up, shivering Searching for something that isn’t real But my forehead still burns for your kiss My heart still aches for you I know that my dreams and reality aren’t the same…