I wrote a new poem last night, and there is also a soundtrack that goes along with it! I hope you like it, and please listen to the soundtrack while you read it. Also please don’t mind the explicit language ?
Saying Goodbye
Why can’t you be real?
Why can’t you be there for me?
When I fall asleep, when I wake up.
You’re never there.
I dream about you sometimes…
But then those dreams turn into nightmares
The light turns to darkness
And I become engulfed in my dark reality once again
I thought you cared about me
I thought you wanted to be with me
I thought you fucking loved me!
I guess it was all a lie, wasn’t it?
Being with someone you can never be with it…
Being with someone who lies to your face time and time again
Being with someone who I gave my heart to
Just to do what?
Crush it, burn it, bury it
I don’t give a fuck about what you do with it anymore
I don’t care about you anymore
So leave me alone
Get out of my head, the one you filled with scenarios
Get out of my heart, the one that you carelessly flung around
Get out of my mind, the one you poisoned with lies
Just get out
Who knew it would ever get to this?
This… This fucking mess you caused. You.
I hate saying goodbye, but this is it.
Goodbye.