I watched you turn, from strangers to friends
I watched you turn, from friends to strangers
You walked in, just to walk out
Why? Why? Why?
I loved and I loved and I loved
And I lost you, lost you to the people
I lost you to the others, the side of change
You turned, from friends to strangers, you turned
I hate the way your eyes light up when you see them
I hate the way you prance with joy, toast in hand
I hate the way you hug me like nothing’s wrong
But in the end, I still don’t hate you
I hate me, myself, I
I hate the way you make me feel now, conflicted
I hate the way our relationship has changed
From strangers to friends
From friends to strangers
I notice you in ways you don’t anymore
And I hate it so much
Cues I used to, I still pick up
Cues you never did
Can you stop now?
You left a long time ago, so why do I still care?
Why do you still have power over my life, over me?
Just stop.