Don’t you know?
How much I’ve struggled because of you
Without your help
Without your voice beside me
I’m struck
Speechless
You call me annoying
My trust in you is dead
My heart sews itself back up
The needle piercing my heart, drawing blood
Every word
Every text message
Hurts
And I watch as the stitches come undone again
I lay numb in my bed
Struck with trauma from when it was just us
You broke my trust and ripped me in two
Now all I have is music and a few
You don’t bother asking if I’m okay
Cause I bet you already know the answer
I’m fine
The same bullshit I feed everybody else
So I don’t need to explain myself
And watch the stitches come undone again
Cause the trauma keeps me up at night
The reason I can’t sleep
The pain is too much
And all I want to do is to end it